Chapter Five



“Why can’t you talk to her?”

Sam quirked his head, eyes narrowing as he caught the projected bouncy ball as Toby took aim at his head. “It’s not that simple.”

“Strange, because it seems to be just that simple.”

“It’s not.”

“She’s your girlfriend.”

“Yes.”

“It’s not easy to talk to your girlfriend?” Toby looked at him expectantly, catching the ball with ease as it sailed home. “Is that a sign of a healthy relationship?”

The Deputy Communications Director released a sigh, shifting his weight between his legs. “She’s just moving into the dorms. She’s barely gotten settled. I don’t even think she’s bought her books yet. The last thing she needs is me haggling her between running around at school and helping Donna take care of Josh. I’m lucky if I get an hour with her right now at the end of the day.”

“We need Josh on this.”

“I know.”

“Josh would want to be in on this.”

“I know.”

“In fact, Josh is asking me to find a way to get him in on this. Your girlfriend is the only one of us who has access and is not blonde and biased.” Toby shook his head irately. “Just give her some briefing memos. I can work the rest out over the phone, but he needs to see some numbers.”

“Willow isn’t going to go behind Donna’s back.”

“Why not?”

“Because she’s Willow and she won’t do that, especially when Donna’s aim is to keep Josh healthy as opposed to in the emergency room because of a politically induced aneurysm.”

“Well, Sam, she’s your girlfriend, so you’re gonna have to find a way. Smuggle it into her schoolbooks. Guilt her. Withhold sex. I don’t care how you do it, I just want it done.” Toby bounced the ball against the glass separating his office from his Deputy’s. “We need Josh on this and with the goddamned Gestapo that’s watching him now, Willow is our best bet at getting him—”

A very perky redhead popped her head into the room, eyes bright and expectant. “Getting who what?” she asked, grinning as her boyfriend squeaked and jumped. “Sorry, but you guys weren’t exactly being quiet.”

“Willow!”

Her grin broadened. “You forgot we had a lunch date, didn’t you?”

Sam cleared his throat and stepped forward authoritatively. “Hi.”

“Hi.”

“We have a lunch.”

“Yes. Yes we do, indeed.” She eyed his superior skeptically, offering a small wave. “Hey, Toby.”

“Willow.”

“What’s going on?”

The men exchanged glances. “Ummm,” Sam said, drawing in a deep breath. “Toby and I have been talking and we think it might be a really good idea if you give Josh some briefing—”

“No.”

“You understand they’re just memos, not actual, you know, reports and files.”

She shrugged. “And yet my answer remains the same.”

“Look, Josh is the Deputy Chief of Staff—”

“Oh really? Thanks for that, Toby.”

“—and despite all else, we need his input on this.”

“He needs to get better or else he won’t be giving you much input on anything.”

He just looked at her. “He won’t die by offering his opinion that is, despite several notable flaws, considered one of the best in the field. I need Josh on this.”

“Well, you need to ask Donna.”

Toby was seconds away from either whining or screaming; either way, it was some cheap entertainment. “Donna won’t listen to reason!”

“Then you shouldn’t expect anything less of me. I’m all without…reason.” Willow glanced to Sam helplessly, and he smiled his ‘you’re so adorable’ smile, which did a lot for making her feel better. “Donna’s already testy that Josh got all…testy about the thing with CJ and the psychics from Cal Tech—”

“Physicists,” the men corrected automatically.

“What is it with women and not being able to tell the difference between psychics and physicists?” Toby muttered.

“Yeah. Make women jokes. That’s gonna convince me to help you.”

“Willow—”

“Sorry I can’t stay here and argue, but I have class this afternoon and now I’m here to steal my boyfriend for lunch. But feel free to keep on fuming.” Without warning, she coiled a hand around Sam’s elbow and all but yanked him out of Toby’s office, the door shutting behind them before either could be hit by a wayward bouncy ball.

“You shouldn’t have done that,” he berated.

“Probably not,” she agreed, shoving him across his own threshold and similarly closing the door behind them. “But then, I couldn’t do this.”

Before Sam knew what hit him, he had his arms full of a very warm and kissable redhead, his back against the wooden frame and his mouth very engaged. Surprise lasted only a second—these little trysts were what he lived on between working hours and late night phone calls. It was still too dangerous to try to see her in public; he couldn’t visit her without it making headlines, and it was usually much too late by the time he got off work for her to come over.

It was hard, but she had known that going in. There were no early nights or long weekends when one worked for the President.

Things would get better. As soon as she was settled, they would get more than just stolen minutes.

Right now, though, his very willing girlfriend was in his arms, her tongue wrestling with his, and it was suddenly very easy to forget that he was just yards away from the Oval Office.

The familiar sound of a bouncy ball striking the window reverberated through the room, bringing reality back with an unpleasant bang. “You two know I can see you, right?” came Toby’s muffled yell.

Willow murmured in complaint as she pulled away. “Party pooper.”

“Well, yes, but…” Drawing in a breath, Sam grasped his girlfriend by the shoulders and forced some space between them. “We can’t do this here.”

“I know. I was just…” She pouted. “I wanted smoochies.”

“We have that much in common,” he replied with a smile, starting for his desk. “What do you want for lunch?”

“What are my options?”

“Pretty much anything.” He shrugged. “I’d recommend the tuna, but that’s just me.” He collapsed wearily into his chair, smiling slightly. “Did you know the word acalculia means the inability to perform arithmetic functions?”

Willow arched a brow as she took a seat appropriately across from him, tossing her head back. “Nope. That’s a new one.”

“The President asked us today in a meeting. He wanted to answer his own question.”

“And you answered it for him.”

“Yes, but he got over it.”

She smiled. He was so adorable. Her own little genius. “How is the President?” she asked. “You guys have an 81% approval rating right now…that has to feel pretty good.”

“It’s soft.”

“No!” she retorted mockingly.

Sam sighed. “You have any idea how many times I’ve had this conversation today?”

“Sorry.”

“Oh, I’m not bothered about it. I am bothered by the fact that we can’t take advantage of the fact that everyone feels sorry for us right now without it looking like we’re taking advantage of the fact that everyone feels sorry for us right now.”

She arched a brow. “You can’t?”

“Well, we can, but it’s going to backfire. We have a chance at taking back the House right now, and we’re going to use our soft poll numbers to do it. It’s not going to look good, but Toby doesn’t care right now and since I work for Toby, I suppose I shouldn’t care either.” Another sigh rolled off his shoulders. “And the President’s in a thing about some old rival of his running for school board in Manchester.”

“Why?”

“Really? I think he’s bored.”

Willow bit her lip. “You think the President’s bored?”

“Well, that or he’s repressing some anger over the fact that the kid he thinks of as a son was targeted in a shooting that resulted in Josh nearly dying and himself sustaining injury. All because Charlie is black and happens to be dating his daughter.” Sam paused and looked at her sheepishly. “Or he’s bored.”

“That’s more likely,” she agreed. “So I guess that answers my question.”

He looked at her quizzically.

“How’s the President?”

“You know, if you really wanted to know, I could take you down the hallway and you could ask him yourself.”

“Ah, but you see, there’s the part where I draw the line.”

“Willow—”

“I’m a very apt line drawer, my friend.”

“As you have demonstrated admirably.” Sam gave her his patented loving look. “Willow, you don’t have to be nervous about meeting the President.”

“Easy for you to say.”

“A few weeks ago, you were willing if not eager—”

“A few weeks ago, Josh wasn’t lying in bed recovering from a gunshot wound. A few weeks ago, I was still living in Sunnydale and if the President didn’t like me when he met me, it wouldn’t matter.” She paused under his incredulous glance. “Well, okay. It would matter. But I…things changed, Sam.”

“How?”

She stared at him.

“You’re still Willow,” he said. “He’s still the President. He wanted to meet you before and he still does.”

“Well…” She slumped a bit, worrying her lip between her teeth. “That’s beside the point. Don’t you have a lunch to order?”

“Yes. Tuna?”

“Turkey.”

“Chips?”

“Original.”

“Rippled or not rippled?”

“Rippled.”

He smiled, picked up the phone and placed the order. Afterward, he had seemingly dropped his quest to have her meet the President before the day was over, settled back with a slight sigh. “I have a meeting with Tom Jordan after lunch.”

“Okay. Who’s Tom Jordan?”

“Hopefully a candidate to replace Grant Samuels in a district we very much need a Democrat in.”

“Are there districts where you don’t?”

The smile melted easily into a smirk. “Touché.” A pause. “How are Buffy and Spike getting along?”

“Good. Great, actually, from what she’s told me.”

“When was the last time you talked to her?”

“Last night. She’s been patrolling a lot and waiting for Giles to get back from England with word on Faith. Make sure she’s properly restrained and stuff.” A long breath hissed through her lips. “She woke up. Did I tell you? She finally woke up about two days ago. I think I forgot to tell you. Maybe I thought I told you because I was thinking of telling you, and therefore thought I already had.” She frowned, ignoring the call of his eyes. “She woke up and she’s pretty pissed off. Her strength is unthinkable but the Watcher’s Council thinks they have her under control for now. If she ever figures out that she’s all godlike and whatnot…” A shudder. “I don’t wanna think about it.”

“This because of me?”

“It’s because she’s a nasty psychopath who, by the way, wasn’t exactly without the strength thing before and ran amok in Natchez when…” Her shoulders slumped, her words failing to convince her own ears. “Well, yeah, and you.”

“I think I’ve proven on multiple occasions that I am very much over what Faith did to me.”

“Yes, and it’s not that I’m…” Her cheeks tinted prettily. “I just don’t like the idea of Faith, who’s not the most balanced of the balanced, running around with god powers.”

“It’s not ideal, but it’s not like we can do anything about it now.” When the worry failed to leave her eyes, Sam rose diplomatically from his chair and rounded the corner of his desk before resting on the edge right in front of her. “It’ll be okay, Willow.”

She flashed him a forced grateful smile, her own confidence far placed from the security resonating through his voice. Anyone with the abilities Faith had was a danger, whether to herself or to others. She had the power to do great good, of course, but the Slayer was not notorious for acting for the will of others.

Someone as imbalanced as Faith was already dangerous. Someone with such power…she didn’t want to think of it. And could only hope that Sam was right. That things would work out, and all would be well.

It didn’t seem to matter much one way or another at the present. She couldn’t do anything about it. Couldn’t do much outside what she was doing now. Sitting in her boyfriend’s office, waiting for lunch to come. Discussing the upcoming midterm elections while her mind danced around the paper she had due at the end of the week.

Getting accustomed to a life a continent away from where her blood belonged. Accustomed to a life that was still too large for her small shoes to fill.

That too would take time. She was here now. She was where she wanted to be.

And she would not look back.

*~*~*



Election night crept up on them before they knew what to do with themselves. The past few weeks had been a roller coaster of different emotions. Toby was doing everything possible to find a way to investigate the organization that the shooters were affiliated with by comfortably bypassing the Bill of Rights. The President was losing his head in trying to defeat Elliot Roush—a man that he had once campaigned against and won for a Congressional seat—in a local election for the school board in the district all three of the Bartlet daughters had graduated from. Charlie was withdrawn from Zoey, assuming the full weight of the shooting on his shoulders; torn with guilt at the fact that he had nearly gotten his surrogate father killed because he was dating the President’s daughter. Sam’s star candidate, Tom Jordan—whom he had personally brought into running—was at a loss for White House support because of a scandal involving him and his possible racist agenda when it came to prosecuting against black defendants. And ever since the issue was brought up to her, CJ had been privately investigating the very real possibility of psychological effects in the aftermath of what had happened at Rosslyn.

In the time between, Willow had settled into a comfortable routine at Georgetown and was enjoying her classes immensely. Her relationship with Sam was as wonderful as ever—even though his nights were often compromised for work, and they still had to be careful on when and where it was appropriate to be together. Especially now when the House could be taken back by Democrats and the President was seconds away from losing himself over a school board election.

That didn’t take away the other aspects of their move; the redhead had just gotten off the phone with Buffy who told her that she had just met the actual Count Dracula and that the Initiative was still well and kicking in Sunnydale. And she wondered when her life stopped being surreal and became real. She was standing in the communications department of the White House just outside Sam’s office; suddenly, fighting vampires and saving the world seemed so far away from where she was that it was hard to remember anything else.

Missing Sunnydale was something she had never foreseen. She had expected the second thoughts in leaving her friends. There were nights when she thought she would go mad without having Buffy there with her. Without having Xander just a few miles from her dorm. Hell, she even missed Anya.

She missed them terribly. With as much as she loved Washington, there was very tangibly no place like home.

“All twelve are still too close to call,” Sam told her as he raced into his office. Then louder, to everyone else in the room, “I want to see everyone on telephones.”

The redhead froze and glanced up, grinning in spite of herself. Though her call was personal, everyone in the room, herself included, had a phone in hand.

Sam paused. “Okay. Good. Just like that.”

Her grin broadened. It was the midterm elections and he was running around with such urgency that one would think the Bartlet administration’s entire legacy depended on taking back the House. He was cute and endearingly rushed, his own agenda notwithstanding. The past few weeks had been hell on him. His guilt at withdrawing support from Tom Jordan’s campaign after talking the man into running was something that the man himself would never know. Something that remained only within the perimeters of the White House and in late night discussions with his girlfriend.

“You should get to the reception,” he told her swiftly, pecking an affection kiss on her cheek. “The crab puffs are going fast.”

“Do I like crab puffs?”

“You’ll love these.” He disappeared into his office the next second, and Willow’s attention was immediately reclaimed by the persistent voice at the other end of the line. Her veins resurged with that homesick feeling that she resented more than she could have fathomed.

“So, you’re doing well?” Buffy asked. “You’re liking DC? Sam’s not being a mook and holding you hostage or anything?”

She laughed. “No. Not hostage. I’ve actually just settled down. Donna’s been making me keep guard of Josh whenever she’s not there. I think she actually thinks Toby and CJ are planning a secret infiltration of his house to talk to him in person on this policy stuff.”

“Policy stuff?”

“I’d start explaining, but you’d get bored very quickly.”

Her friend offered a mock scoff. “Willow! Already sounding condescending.”

The redhead rolled her eyes. “I didn’t mean it like that and you know it. It bores me sometimes. Besides…US policy or hellmouthy demons? Really, you’re up to your ears in things that are of interest.”

“Don’t forget world famous vamps hitting on me in front of my very protective boyfriend.” There was some indiscernible Cockney yelling in the background. “I know, sweetie!” A pause as she heard Buffy redirect her attention once more. “Spike was just reminding me that Dracula’s a self-satisfied wanker who places too much confidence in his nonexistence sex appeal.”

“Someone sounds threatened,” Willow jested.

“Oh, no. He’s right. Drac seemed very surprised that I wasn’t falling to my knees in reverence. Besides…” The Witch could almost see the smile on her friend’s face. “Spike’s incredibly sexy when he’s possessive and jealous.” More shouting and something that sounded suspiciously like a collision followed by a thud. “No, honey, I—ahhh!” There was giggling and some guttural sounds that the redhead did not want to place, and she hurried out a quick goodbye before hanging up.

Buffy was happy. Honestly, Willow couldn’t remember a time when her friend had been genuinely happy. Not with Angel and certainly not anytime thereafter. While she would not pretend to understand how a soulless vampire could make the Slayer as blissfully content and loved as her friend was, she decided it was none of her business and as long as Buffy was happy, all the better for her.

Her eyes rose to Sam’s office and a frown settled across her face. She hadn’t even noticed Tom and his wife inside, so watching them leave in a huff was not exactly encouraging. Especially considering that tonight was election night and they were supposed to win.

Sam was desolate, standing in his dark office, a helpless look clouding his eyes.

“Sam?”

“They’re not happy.”

“I’m sorry. If I’d known they were in there—”

He shook his head. “I knew they were coming over. It’s okay. I just…I got them into this. I was told to get them into this.”

“You did what you were told,” she agreed, hooking an arm around his waist. “Want some crab puffs?”

A slow grin spread across his lips and he nodded, brushing a kiss across her temple. “You know how to make everything better,” he said. “Let’s stop in there, then I need to…” He trailed off with a frown, a strange emotion creeping into his eyes.

“What?”

“I got this thing.”

“Okay…”

“Let me grab something and then we’ll swing by the thing to make sure CJ’s not losing her head.”

“And grab some crab puffs?”

His grin returned brilliantly. “Yes indeed.”

They made the stop in the foyer where CJ offhandedly told them that Jenna Jacobs was in attendance among the other radio personalities that had been invited to the reception. Sam smuggled a small paper plate with two crab puffs and watched his girlfriend with barely concealed delight as she took her first bite. They disposed of the plate within a minute or so before he clasped Willow’s hand and led her down a foreign hallway that soon adjoined to the part of the White House she was familiar with.

“Who’s Jenna Jacobs?”

Sam tossed her a pointed glance. “You’ve heard of Dr. Laura? Rush Limbaugh?”

“Yes.”

“Well, she’s not as well known as those two, but she is a rough combination of their personalities.”

Willow winced. “Ouch.”

“Yeah.” He brought her to a stop in a small office area that was shut off by a closed door that she imagined led to more of the workplace. What he was looking for, she didn’t know. Only that Mrs. Landingham was sitting at one of the desks, a woman Willow had seen perhaps twice since the endless night spent in the hospital. Sam greeted her appropriately.

“Hello Sam,” the old woman replied.

“Does he have a minute?”

Willow was beginning to have a bad feeling about this.

“He’s in with Toby. You can go in if you like.”

“Sam,” the redhead said warningly.

He flashed her a completely innocent glance. “I just have to drop off this thing,” he said. “We’ll go back to the party in a second.”

“Sam, I swear—”

He wasn’t listening to her. He had knocked on the door and was tugging her through into the most notorious room in the United States, where Toby’s familiar eyes caught her just seconds before the presence of a man she had only seen through the television. A man whose legacy was in the process of being formed. A man she had been dying to meet for weeks. A man she was terrified of disappointing without the luxury of knowing him.

Sam Seaborn had just joined the ranks of the walking dead. She was going to kill him.

“Excuse me, Mr. President,” her boyfriend said. “Good evening.”

“Hey Sam,” the President replied, eying her warily. “Who’s that quivering behind you? Surely not the notorious Ms. Rosenberg to whom I owe the entirety of my continued tyrannical reign?”

The Deputy Communications Director smiled brilliantly. “Yes sir.”

Willow’s face flamed. Yeah, Sam was pretty much dead.

“She seems afraid of me.” The President frowned at that. “I trust you told her all those rumors about the dungeon were completely fictitious.”

Sam and Toby glanced at her expectantly, and she realized belatedly that she was the new focal point of whatever conversation had been going on before they interrupted. There was a dry sensation in the back of her throat. She was standing in the Oval Office of the White House, and the President of the United States was prompting her to speak.

“I…ummm…I…” She tossed a glare in Sam’s direction. “I…it’s an honor to…meet you, Mr. President.”

The President exchanged an amused glance with Toby. “Yes,” he replied in good jest. “I imagine it would be. Really, Ms. Rosenberg, there’s no need to be so jittery. Rather, I have been trying to get Sam to trick you in here ever since I felt well enough to receive visitors. Or, should I say, since Leo got off my back about overextending myself. Evidently, a person recovering from surgery shouldn’t do anything strenuous, but he thought I was up to running the country.”

Willow smiled weakly. “Yes sir.”

Then something unexpected happened. The President neared and took her hand as a father would, smiling warmly into her eyes, giving her both a sense of familiarity and further nervousness. “A much belated thank you,” he said sincerely, “for everything you did in Natchez.”

“Oh…I…ummm. It was nothing, Mr. President.”

“Not the way Sam tells it, but I hear he likes to embellish.” The President winked like a little boy and turned to the man at her side. “Did you have a reason for seeing me, Sam, or were you just determined to terrify your soon-to-be ex-girlfriend?”

He shook his head. “That was just a good opportunity,” he replied. “Actually, I wasn’t sure whether you'd be stopping by the Talk Radio reception. I scratched out a few remarks for you.”

The President nodded and took the notes. “Let me look at them while we walk.” He turned to the Communications Director. “Toby, go with us to this radio thing.”

The man looked appalled. “Oh God, really sir?”

“There’ll be crab puffs,” the President said. Willow was beginning to wonder if there was some unheard of crab puff fetish among those who worked in the West Wing. “New England crab puffs, by the way. Made in New England.”

“Actually, it’s Alaskan crab,” her boyfriend corrected.

Toby all but groaned aloud at that. “Sam.”

The President’s face fell, void of all merriment. “There’s Alaskan crab in this White House?”

“He wouldn’t have known the difference,” the Communications Director protested after the event.

The President wasn’t moved. “Have you tried them?”

Sam fumbled adorably and Willow had to glance down before she betrayed him with a grin. “I…yes, reluctantly. I think it was clear the way I ate the crab puffs that it was a gesture of protest.”

“Were they good?”

A long sigh escaped her boyfriend’s throat. “Extraordinarily good and going very fast.”

The President nodded, convinced. “Let’s get there.” He started past them and paused to pat Willow very deliberately on the shoulder. “That’s you, too, Ms. Rosenberg. Follow me, if you will.”

She found herself in a dream, being led through the White House at the request and direction of the President of the United States. That title running through her mind every few seconds as though she expected herself to jolt back to reality. The President of the United States. President Bartlet. Sam walking beside her, looking entirely too pleased with himself.

“You’re a jerk,” she muttered as they stepped into the foyer, following CJ’s introduction.

“Yes, but you’re happy to have met him without knowing you were going to meet him, right?”

“Still. Jerk.”

He shot her a devious look that was both natural and foreign to his usually soft features. “I’ll make it up to you later,” he promised, and promptly turned her attention back to where the President was starting to address the radio personalities as the modest round of applause died down.

“Thank you. Thank you, very much. Thanks a lot. I wish I could spend more than a few minutes with you but the polls don't close in the east for another hour and there are plenty of election results left to falsify.”

That earned some chuckles. Willow found herself beaming. She was standing in the White House next to the Deputy Communications Director, whom she happened to be sleeping with, and the President was addressing a small company of guests. CJ hadn’t yet hurried up to bustle her away, so she felt safe that the press wouldn’t catch her and point her out specifically as a companion to anyone in the room. It was one of the few times that she had felt completely at ease with her surroundings while standing so close to the click of cameras.

For whatever reason, she doubted anyone would pay much attention to her while the President was in the room.

“You know,” the President continued, “with so many people participating in the political and social debate through call in shows, it's a good idea to be reminded…” A lengthy pause. He frowned and glanced at something that Willow could not see. “…it's a good idea to be reminded of the awesome impact…the awesome impact…”

He shifted and moved away, giving up trying to follow through on his thought. Willow was able to see what had distracted him; there was a woman sitting in the room, holding a small paper plate and watching him with interest.

“I’m sorry,” the President said, “um, you’re Dr. Jenna Jacobs, right?”

Willow and Sam exchanged a glance.

The woman smiled proudly. “Yes, sir.”

The President nodded. “It’s good to have you here.” It was obvious from the tone of his voice, however, that either he was not entirely convinced of that, or his reason for verifying her identity was buried for some other purpose.

“Thank you,” she replied.

And that appeared to be the end of that. The President seemed to remember that he was the focus of attention and glanced back to the room, picking up where he had left off. “The awesome impact of the airwaves and how that translates into the furthering of our national discussions but obviously also how it can…how it can…”

The President glanced back to Jenna Jacobs and sighed. There would not be any address to the radio correspondents until he got past the fact that she was in attendance. Why, Willow had no idea. But her interest was definitely piqued.

“Forgive me, Dr. Jacobs,” the President said. “Are you an MD?”

“PhD,” the woman replied eagerly.

“A PhD?”

“Yes, sir.”

That seemed to interest the President immensely. “In Psychology?”

“No, sir.”

“Theology?”

“No.”

“Social work?”

Dr. Jacobs shifted, evidently growing uncomfortable. “I have a PhD in English Literature.”

The President nodded. “I'm asking, 'cause on your show, people call in for advice and you go by the name of Dr. Jacobs on your show. And I didn't know if maybe your listeners were confused by that, and assumed you had advanced training in Psychology, Theology, or health care.”

A barely discernible look of indignation crossed the woman’s face. “I don’t believe they are confused, no sir.”

“Good.” A pause. “I like your show. I like how you call homosexuality an abomination.”

Willow’s eyes about popped out of her head.

Dr. Jacobs wasn’t even trying to mask her incense anymore. She shifted again. “I don't say homosexuality is an abomination, Mr. President. The Bible does.”

“Yes it does,” the President agreed. “Leviticus.”

“18:22.”

“Chapter and verse.” He seemed proud. “I wanted to ask you a couple of questions while I had you here. I'm interested in selling my youngest daughter into slavery as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7".

TBC

 

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